Day two. Still homesick.

I wish I can stay here and not go back and face reality like, ever. But I can't. Cuz I miss Kuching too much. I don't like the food here. I don't like sharing a room with my dad, he snores with phlegm = insomnia. I wanna go home. And go to school. And smile. At you. But I'm sad. Cuz you don't like my bestie. She has nothing to do with this. With us. Don't blame her. =((((

:who is this?
:Someone who cares for her.
a.k.a. you can trust her to be safe with me when you're not around to take care of her.
I thought you knew.

My heart. It aches. So much these days. Why is it that when they consider it an emotional pain, yet we can feel the ache physically? ........

On a not so depressing note, mum's having another massage tonight. And the lady massaging her is the one who massaged me last night. Now I know that massages aren't supposed to be that painful. Cuz when she massages my mum started yelping and saying it hurts. And all I did was wince when she massaged me. Har. I have higher tolerance for pain than you do.

Shopping today. Boringg. But had fun taking pictures of this lil darling of mine.

Going home tomorrow.

Hello from pontianak

Okay, I'm so sorry that I've been neglecting my blog lately. I hate being busy. =(
And my parents dragged me down to Pontianak with them. In case you have no idea where that is, it’s in Indonesia. I gotta admit though, I really underestimated it. For some reason whenever someone mentions Pontianak to me, I think of a place filled with banana and coconut trees. Don't ask why. If I told you, you would regret asking cuz you wouldn’t dare approach banana and coconut trees after that. Har.

Not to mention, I swear I am covered with bruises now. Well perhaps I'm exaggerating a little, but I'm not kidding when I say I am very bruised. I have this huge lump on my head from...nevermind...and the side of my left hip down to my thigh is bruised. No thanks to a very bitchy pothole on the way here.

Anyways, am staying at a hotel called ORCHARDZ hotel. Why the Z? I have no idea. No pictures cuz I'm lazy. Just had my very first full-body massage. Well, I've gotten a foot massage before, but that cannot, and I mean cannot compare to how excruciatingly painful this one was. Now I know why mum never encouraged me to get a full-body massage. But I shall shut up and say its nice cuz I will not give her the satisfaction of being right and smug about it. HA. And nobody warned me that when they said full-body, they really mean full-body. Like, massaging the boobs. Omg that was super awkward and the lady was laughing at me and she covered me with the towel again cuz she could see that I was uncomfortable. Shit that was embarrassing. Oh, and she said that my body is tired and I don’t get enough rest cuz my back was all red after she massaged it. @______@

Am missing Kuching a lot now. Even if I just left this morning. I miss a lot of people there. ='( And my "family". You guys know who you are. Thanks sooo much for cheering me up and accompanying me when I was really down. I miss Cammi, I miss texting(my phone is on flight mode while I'm here. It freaking costs RM2 to text back to Kuching, hello! And also to avoid people calling me and unecessarily finishing my credit. I have only three bucks left, fyi.), I miss onlining without having to login to the WiFi everytime I switch on the lappy or when I reach my credit limit, and I miss...nevermind. I just miss a lot of things. =( I can't wait to come homeeee.

Okay, I know I’m ranting way too much now. I shall go do my work…. Good niiiiight!

o. m. g.

Sigh. GD. ♥

*cbox replies
@Von: No problem~ When are you coming back?? Anytime soon?? :D

@Geral: No choicee. T____T I wanna go also cannot... At least you got enjoy a bit with Cass right??

@Ant: Wth? Me? Vain, maybe la...but sexy?? o___O you have so gotta be kidding me. Aaah. Shit happens. Read your blog liao. This one better be successful, I tell you. Lol.

@Hana: It sounds okay ler.. Jz still sounds a bit Korean, the way they sing it. And YES GDDDDD........ Love love love love! Stupid Ammy doesn't like Big Bang. =____= But I love GD in this videooo. >______<

Aaaaaaaaarghhhhhh.

Ouch. =(

I'm supposed to blog..... but I can't. =____= cramps.

but this counts as a post, right?

Update real soon.

One math test down, One more IT test to go.

One English assignment handed in, Two more Context and Culture assignments to go,

One more Innovation and Change assignment to go, One more IT assignment to go.

Coming at 'cha!



This teh awesome shiz.
Visit my youtube profile to see more Westlife karaokes. :P

Boy oh boy.

Booyah.

I passed!

Quite unexpected actually, cuz the officer fried my ass for chewing gum while driving.

"Did your instructor tell you that you can eat while driving?"

"Nope. Why? Am I not allowed to?"

"Do you see me eating? Of course la you can't eat while your driving!! I'm not eating so why should you?"

"Oh sorry sorry."
*continues to chew gum nervously*

And everyone told me that they'd switch on the radio automatically while I'm driving.

"Err, Can I switch on the radio?"

"No need. I'll switch it on later."

..........

And he didn't. For the whole damn trip. wtfwtfwtf no fair I didn't get to listen to songs while driving. T____________T

Anyways, super super busy week ahead. With tests and loads of assignments due. Oh woe is me. So you guys might not be seeing me online a lot now. You have been warned!!!

I should get shot. Or something.

I don't feel fucked up. I am fucked up. I say the stupidest things ever that backfire. FML.

Scratch that.

Ps, Many thanks to Ivy and Tiffany who texted me good luck for my driving test tomorrow. I really appreciate the fact that you guys actually remembered. And thanks, Jess, for blogging it. lol Love you guys.

Mad Hatter.

HELLO. I am suh-leep-pieee. But before I sleep, I shall show you this gorgeous hat I lent from Jude. It matches my Swin Night outfit! :D



Aaah. Okay, I shall go sleep nowww. My final driving lesson tomorrow. Practical test on Monday!!!! TT_________TT

Short Update

A little vainess to remind you how I look like.
Fyi, this was how i looked like on campus on monday. Drastic much? :S

Anyways, this saturday...................................................................................................

Anyone going??? =)
Go go go!!!

And and and!

Easter Rally '09
organised by the Empowered Ministry of St. Joseph Parish Youth Ministry!!!!
I'm helping Li Ping sell the tickets, so if you wanna get them, look for me, k?? :D

RM10 for the concert tickets, the concert's on the 23rd of May 2009 (Saturday) at 7.30pm at the SUPP Hall.

RM50 for the youth conference form + concert tickets. Youth conference, 22nd-23rd May 2009 at St. Joseph Secondary School and 24th May 2009 at the SUPP Hall.

For more information, look for me or Delton or Li Ping orrr anyone else who knows about this. :P

Aaaand a gentle reminder to all, I don't really like emo people. I sit on them.
Bwahahaha.

*Kat being emo*

Sigh-ness

I really don't know whats up with me today. =( Feeling so fucked up. Whyyy. I have no idea. And how I dressed today has NOTHING to do with how I'm feeling. Sighh. =(((

='(

Jess and a whole lot of other greenians are starting Form 6 today.

I know Form 6 ain't easy.

But I wanna go back to school.

I miss my classmates.

So much.

Just for Jess =)

And not to forget, a very Happy Birthday to my beloved beloved Jessamine!!!
You're eighteen now, and legal to do lots of stuff! So don't abuse the freedom, babe. Lol. Thanks so so much for everything! The rides, to the visits, and the dates and outings.... The fun and love! And the awesome shit we talk about. :)

Babe, when I get my license, I sooo owe you a ride. Teehee.

Happy Mummies Day~

Say hello to the awesomest dog ever, Cammi.

One night my brother came home and saw her holding something in her mouth.


Like so.

Two nights later, he came home and he found this:

Well actually she was trying to get to the cat but we were trying to help it escape. But she caught it anyways. And swung it around like a ragdoll until it was silent and limp. Sadistic, but me and my bro wished we had recorded it though. It would've been an epic videooo.

Anyways, sister's wedding this weekend. Super busy. But fun nonetheless! Yay, I finally get the room to myselfff. xD will post pictures another time, when I get them from the photographers. Wanted to take pics myself, but was too busy, so....yeah. You get it. And it's like a big present for my mummy for Mummies day: Watching her daughter get married. Though, its a little saddd. But more to happy. lol.

Now Imma go sleep. I am soooo deprived of sleep, it's almost not funny.

Winter cleaning

Woots! I have some major spring cleaning to do! Sister's wedding is next week and you know, those chinese weddings where they bring the video cam into the room and record the bride having her make up done. And they'll be playing the video during the wedding dinner for everyone to see. Fyi, my room is shit messy. Soooo, yeah. I gotta clear most of my stuff. And move my clothes into my sister's cupboard(Yayness). And I gotta move some furniture out so I can put a desk into my room.

Tiring, but I'm loving it.

Finally getting a room to myself~ :D

Anyways, went to my dad's office to help him install WLM after he reformatted his desktop. Now, it's been a long time since I last went to my dad's office....and I saw a lot of old stuff there. And I mean, old. Cuz I used to come to my dad's office all the time when I was younger and I'd draw crap when I'm bored. Like this:

Omg it's really lame. x____x
But it's nice to know that my dad still kept it pinned up on his wall for all these years. (:

Ahh, dammit, I'm late. Will write more when I'm free!



Ps,*edit from class* How does she do it?? How can the lecturer keep talking nonstop for two hours straight? @____@